It was only a couple of weeks ago that I realized what it was about the G.L.O.M.L.
that I hold on to so much--her innocence. She had this playful laughter that always made me smile. We spent entire days lounging around, tickling and giggling, and she would always approach everything with a child-like wonder.
It would be a few weeks later that I would come to the conclusion that everything I wished to go back to with her, everything that I longed for, is gone. We've been apart for over seven years, now. I don't doubt that she still has that child-like wonder, but it's not my place to partake of it. In the five years we had together, I robbed her of her innocence, with my idiocy and infidelity. She left me jaded, and I hope in the short time that they had together, that Scott had reawakened some of that laughter.
A few months ago, after I had finished some Chinese food, I cracked open my fortune cookie and found the following pearl of wisdom: You should not revisit a past relationship.
Well, it's time to call it a day...Current Mood:
"I drove all night" - Cyndi Lauper