Nostalgia and other aromatic herbs... - that yellow bastard

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December 16th, 2002

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2002.1216.1837::Nostalgia and other aromatic herbs...
It was only a couple of weeks ago that I realized what it was about the G.L.O.M.L. that I hold on to so much--her innocence. She had this playful laughter that always made me smile. We spent entire days lounging around, tickling and giggling, and she would always approach everything with a child-like wonder.

It would be a few weeks later that I would come to the conclusion that everything I wished to go back to with her, everything that I longed for, is gone. We've been apart for over seven years, now. I don't doubt that she still has that child-like wonder, but it's not my place to partake of it. In the five years we had together, I robbed her of her innocence, with my idiocy and infidelity. She left me jaded, and I hope in the short time that they had together, that Scott had reawakened some of that laughter.

A few months ago, after I had finished some Chinese food, I cracked open my fortune cookie and found the following pearl of wisdom:

You should not revisit a past relationship.

Astute, huh?

Well, it's time to call it a day...
Current Mood: [mood icon] nostalgic
Current Music: "I drove all night" - Cyndi Lauper

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tiiguy::2002.12.16.11:19 pm::
[User Picture]Good for you, I think its more than time for you to move onward. Kudos to the cookie for the great advice... MMMMMMM Kudos (do they still make kudos?)
khubli::2002.12.17.10:19 am::what the fuck..
[User Picture]what the fuck is a G.L.O.M.L .. sounds a lot like the glorious ladies of wrestling, but that's G.L.O.W
thepeopleseason::2002.12.17.11:49 am::Re: what the fuck..
[User Picture]Great Love of My Life
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